i haven't been blogging for so so so long.

was back from Vietnam just 1 week ago.

super nice trip. 

super enjoyable.

super missing it.

just came back from Ivy's wedding. 

yeah. they looked blessed together.

but who knows?

hey hey. meishan ah meishan.

why are you so skeptical towards marriages?

when my colleagues asked me:

" After being to this wedding, do you feel like getting married too?"

i replied:

"NO!"

oh man. i am so shocked by my answer too.

anyway, i think i m just utterly disappointed with those with dicks hanging down there.

seriously, i don't know the reason behind this.

perhaps i have seen too many failures amongst the people i know.

another case: mum's cousin is filing for a divorce.

WTF? how many cases have i seen this year?

breakups after breakups. betrayals after betrayals. broken promises one after another. 

TELL ME! 

does true love even exist?

or the reason behind marriages and relationships is just to satisfy some emotional and physical needs?

during the trip, buddy told me many things. he advised me to be true. to be myself.

yes, i know he is disappointed that i have changed so much.

so much so that he hardly recognised me.

so much so that he prefers the old me.

so much so that i think i m not happy either

what buddy said is true.

" BE YOURSELF and that is when i will be truly happy."

thanks for waking me up abit, buddy. :)

世界太大, 我不能再为谁而停留.